On March 2, 2011 @ the age of 26 I finally decided to wear the "hijab" - traditional Islamic head wrap.
I prayed every night make (dua) that Allah(SWT) would make it easy on me. It was extremely difficult coming from a large family of women who do not wear the hijab. Five aunts, several cousins, sister..I am the first. I hope I can make it a trend in my family.
I called my grandmother who lives in Jordan to share the exicting news..she cried with joy and wished I can bless my family members as well.
To share some experiences I had so far...
The first week was extremely easy..I placed the scarf on my head and showed it off with confidence. And then it became more difficult around the second week. The shaitan must have been whispering in my ear..( I miss my curly hair that people complemented me on for several years) (it was difficult sorting out nice stylish clothes) "did my entire wardrobe just go to waste"?
But I must say I have really strong friends who support me. I am so thankful for my close circle! Most of them are also new at wearing hijabs..so we help support each other and cope with the trails.
Why did I decide to wear it after to long?
Well I had a friend who was sick and dying of cancer..I received a txt message saying that she was in critical condition and the doctors gave her 2 days to live..how awful I felt..She was young..,my age.."Why her", I asked?
I decided to change my live right then and there. Allah Yirhamha.
She passed on March 6, 2011 our dear friend Rehab we really miss you and pray Allah(swt) placed you in the highest level of jennat al furdous.
1 comment:
Inshalah it will get easier. Or if not inshalah it will weigh heavily on your good scale. I've been wearing it nearly 13/14 years and everyday can still be a challenge.
Regarding your wardrobe, sometimes you just need fresh eyes to look at it, reevaluate, find new ways to wear something.
The story about your grandmother is so touching, may Allah protect her for you.
Love ya and wish you success on your blog
Sameera
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